JaysJournal

Favorite Girl

dyarinaaa:

meeetcho:

I`m not his first, his last, or his only, but I`m praying that I`m his favorite. He might have cared for another girl before, & possibly will again, but I`m going to be the girl he cares for the most. He`s not perfect & I`m not either, but I`m going to be the closest damn thing he finds to perfect. He can make me laugh, & I give him the most I can. He might not be thinking about me every second of every day, but I know I`m always in his heart. He`s gunna give me his heart, which I can break. & in return, I`m giving him my heart, that he can break. So I say, don`t hurt him & he won`t hurt you. Don`t change him & he won`t change you, & don`t expect to give more than I can. Don`t over analyze, smile when he makes you happy, yell when he makes you mad, & miss him whenever he`s not there. Because even though you`re not his first, you`re going to be the most memorable girl he ever gets.

I tell myself I'm not going to call him but I end up dialing your number on my cell, I tell myself I'm not going to see him today, but than yet something tells me to because maybe something good will come out of it, I tell myself I'm mad at him but then he make's me smile and forget why I was mad in the first place, I tell myself I'm the strong one and he's the weak one, but then he turns it all around. I'm such a sucker when it come's to you.

dyarinaaa:

(via xxmza)

9896.) You've hurt me once and shame on me if you hurt me again. Second chances are my weakness, and you happen to have me wrapped right around your finger. I haven't put this much faith and trust into a person ever, please don't ruin me yet again.

dyarinaaa:

(via blogsecret)

dyarinaaa:

meandmyy:

peterchristran:

Right Side Of My Brain - The Dream

amazing ass song.

Guarded.

embrace:

onanaturalhigh:

tellytothe:

The worst commitment you can ever make is the one where you make yourself believe that guarding your heart and not giving a fuck will prevent you from ever falling or getting hurt. Truth is your so called “walls” are so high up your ass that you don’t see the good things and people that lay right in front of your eyes. Your defense mechanism is so predictable it’s not even funny.  You just gotta let people in sometimes, yeah so it may be putting more expectation out there-yeah you may be walking on the boundaries of getting your heart broken.  But isn’t that apart of life? aren’t you suppose to experience what it’s like to be weak in order to know what it’s like to be strong? Blocking everyone out is just a safe, isolated and lonely life.Your basically just really hurting yourself.

Hm

If you see me walking with someone else, It's not because i want to.. It's because you weren't brave enough to walk by me. If you see me smile, It's not because i forgot you... It's because i got tired of crying for you. If you see me living again, It's not because i've moved on... It's because i hate the fact you can live without me So if I fall in love with someone else, It's not because i want to... It's because you weren't there to catch me.

embrace:

aiahlove:

hellojash:

(via hiimronjose)

I’m the type of girl who will fall for a guy she barely knows; who will listen to a love song and see his face; who will look for him wherever she goes. I’m the type of girl who doesn’t get over things easily; who will beat herself up when someone doesn’t love her back; who will cry herself to sleep cause she feels she’s not good enough. But I’m also the type of girl who’s strong; who can cry her eyes out then forbid them to come back the next morning; who will blast some old pop song and sing at the top of her lungs cause she feels like it; who will be no one but herself. (via mols) (via missmisschaann) (via dyarinaaa)

Your not a friend of mine.

i absolutely CANNOT STAND women who think its ok to tell there quote “man” who they can and cant hangout with. especially when it comes to other women. Whats even worse is the pussy whipped niggas who actually listen to them.

(please note: This pertains to woman who dont let there man hangout with other females because they dont like the other female or quite possibly feel insecure about them being around there man. If your man is hangin out with a girl who use to like him or has had a sexual or “love” history with your man….feel free to get angry)

I’ve had several cases where my guy friends got into relationships and decided they couldnt talk to me because there girlfriends said they dont like me. Some say they do it for love and blah blah blah………thats complte bullshit.

First- your girlfriend should trust you enough to hangout with someone even if they dont like the other person, especially if you’ve been in the relationship for a good few months or even years. When you love someone your happiness is there happiness. Saying you have to drop a friend to keep them is horseshit. You need trust. point period blank.

Second- chances are you’ve been friends with this person longer than you’ve been in a relation with your significant other, and even at that, the key word is FRIEND……you put it together.

FINALLY- well this is more directed towards myself….finally - im one fuhreakin awesome friend. I mean why would you ever drop someone like me as a friend. Im 100% sure that if your significant other met me they wouldnt mind us kickin it at all. I am a strong believer in putting family FIRST before anything else. Because thats what my friends are to me…..family. I’ll be damned if i ever let a man think i love him for than i love rachel or keke.

But you know what its all good….cause if it was so easy for you to leave ….chances are……you never were a friend of mine.

No Subject.

 I know you’re not perfection. To me, you’re so much more. I know we may not have forever, So I treasure every moment with you, in case another one isn’t in store. Yes, I’d like the sunshine. But I’ll stand with you through the rain. Your happiness is my happiness. So I’ll do whatever I can to ease your pain. When I first saw you smile, I fell in love at once. And even deeper I fell, the first time I saw you cry. It was at that moment I realized, I wanted to protect you. And always be the one to wipe the tears from your eyes. I know that life is difficult, and has given you more than your fair share of pain and lies, but that’s why I’ll be your strength when yours falls broken… And give you my wings to fly.

townsend express.

A successful relationship between two people functions very much like a dance. In both a relationship and a dance, partners have to pay close attention to each other, even as they are executing their own steps. Sometimes one takes the lead; sometimes the same one takes the more restful role of follower. Generally they dance closely together, but occasionally one will step back in order to give the other space to try something new, or take the spotlight for a while. Each partner realizes that if he or she changes the steps without warning, he or she risks creating chaos. The other partner will be forced to change as well, or the dance—or relationship—will break down.